ok, wow.
i'm positive that nobody reads this thing anymore, so it'll be a good place for me to vent.

apparently, although i've gone my entire life without noticing it, i've got 'USE ME' written across my forehead.

i don't really know how this all happened. i went out with some friends (completely unaware that i'd see you there), ready to have a great time...then BAM, there you were. i hadn't seen you since chilifest, so i was PUMPED to run into you. goofing off, dancing, talking...the rest of the night is a blur because i really have no way to explain it.

i was perfectly content.
...and now i'm perfectly confused.

what happens now? do i just wait for an explaination? am i seriously supposed to sit around and wait to see how this beyond-complicated situation unfolds? why, when i seemed to be at the first of the line that night, am i now on the back burner?

i don't like being the only one that cares.
...please tell me this wont go on much longer.

i don't really think that i'll write on this much anymore.
...basically because i can't ever remember to do so. :| i've got a LOT on my plate right now, and trying to keep my 4.0 for the semester is SLIGHTLY more important than updating my xanga. ...but only slightly. ;)

things this semester have been amazing. i've kind of figured out how i fit into this huge university. it took me a while, but i've realized how to meet people and how to make sure the friendships i make are meaningful. i still believe WHOLE-HEARTEDLY that joining this sorority was the best decision i've ever made.

i applied for the position of recruitment counselor (or Rho Gamma) for recruitment 2007 and i am absolutely pumped! as of the second summer session i'll be "disaffiliated" from my chapter and, along with 47 other girls, i'll be responsible for promoting greek life as a whole instead of just my chapter. the training has been amazing and has given me the opportunity to meet sooooo many women from all of the chapters on campus. i'll be in charge of a group of girls going through sorority recruitment in the fall, and i'll talk to them every day about how they're feeling going through this process, which houses they like best, talk them through trying to figure out which chapter that they feel they "fit" best with, and alot more. :) i can't wait.

so...other than rho gamma stuff, AXO events, and school...i haven't been up to anything really exciting. haha.

i sure hope that everyone has had a MARVELOUS semester...good luck on your finals...and enjoy your summer. :)

oh my goodness...i'm awful at this.
i can never remember to update this thing.
(it probably doesn't matter anyway, because i doubt that anyone even reads this anymore. haha)

so, the semester is over now.
(well...TECHNICALLY it wont be over for me until after my final at 3:30.)
but...close enough, right? haha

lets see...what has happened lately??
um...
i did pretty well in all my classes. (i kicked my english class's butt! mitchell would have been proud)
living in the sorority house is so much fun, but such a distraction!! haha
our semi-formal and date parties went by with no problems. yayyyyy
um...i haven't really been home much this year. i guess that happens once you get used to college.
i'm a bad driver. my poor bumper.
my room mate is amazing. just thought i'd share that.
the fab four is celebrating Christmas tomorrow. secret santa-dinner-picture with santa-movie. i'm so blessed :)
i got to see my family this weekend. sooooooo amazing.
i'm a good procrastinator...i need to study now.

oh wow...that was a lot of time wasted. i'm awful at being a student, too.

pictures...i promise. i just have to wait to get back to my computer :)